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自在北京/怀念上海想去意大利和非洲，想开属于自己的店，想有个带花园的大房子再养只大狗，想看蓝色的海，想继续说真话，想孤独却不寂寞的走下去... December 03 话唠又一次在工作崩溃的边缘，这种状态不知道重复了多少次了，也就习惯了。每次闲散下来，反而非常不自在，我就是劳动人民的命，老早伺候我家小美的时候就发现了。小美消失了两年，总觉得她还是每天晚上睡在我的脚边上，总觉得还在身边可能已经怎么怎么样了，爱幻想的毛病依旧不改，这念想害了我多少次....
说话说到崩溃，做梦嘴上都缠着胶带，上面写着：shut the fuck off! 然后两个大叉把整个嘴封死...没办法，谁让一天到晚只能对牛弹琴，话唠也得继续说。好想这个周末在床上昏迷过去，永远不要醒过来。
突然得到其他同事对我工作的关心，也无比不适应，也不知道别人是在旁边看笑话说风凉话，还是这一次真的良心发现觉得不能光这么折磨我一个人要大家一起扛了，搞不清楚。我只知道，在我们这个单打独斗的公司里，没人能救我，要么自己救自己，要么模仿别人索性瞎干或不干。在不到四年的工作经历中，我最深刻的认识就是：很难带领一堆瞎干的人好好干，也很难做到就干脆不干，所以只能自取救国之道了。
那天打了一电话，听说“今天稍微晚点下班，其实就是六点多下班”，觉得很受刺激。今天和一个意大利人远程打电话（是一个说话声音非常好听的男人），不禁让我的幻想症再一次害了我，到底是一个非常绅士英俊的意大利大帅哥，还是一个谢顶肥胖的小cuo（二声）子？？唉，好想打听一下...好奇就这样害死了我，和我的猫。 November 24 A beautiful mess - Jason Mrazyou've got the best of both worlds you're the kind of girl who can take down a man, and lift him back up again you are strong but you're needy, humble but you're greedy based on your body language, your shouted cursive i've been reading you're style is quite selective, though your mind is rather reckless well i guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is hey, what a beautiful mess this is it's like picking up trash in dresses well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write kind of turn themselves into knives and don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction 'cause i like being submerged in your contradictions dear 'cause here we are, here we are although you were biased i love your advice your comebacks they're quick and probably have to do with your insecurities there's no shame in being crazy, depending on how you take these words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging and what a beautiful mess, yes it is it's like, we are picking up trash in dresses well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say kind of turn themselves into blades and the kind and courteous is a life i've heard but it's nice to say that we played in the dirt cause here, here we are, here we are here we are we're still here and what a beautiful mess this is it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes and through timeless words in priceless pictures we'll fly like birds not of this earth and tides they turn and hearts disfigure but that's no concern when we're wounded together and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts but it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it November 20 I love Chuck Bass, and I'm obsessed to Lady Gaga!没勇气像Chuck Bass那样被所有人误会却仍然勇敢的做自己，也没勇气像Lady Gaga那样无所顾忌的活在这个流言蜚语的21世纪，当所有人都用异样的眼光不负责任的评论你的时候，你还能坚持自己么？
当我知道我把别人气得半死的时候，就觉得一下子很舒心，因为我也被气得半死，算是扯平了。所以90后说，年纪大了不结婚的老妇女，都是变态。而她们眼中的年纪大估计就是比90年出生的人老的。我想补充上，年纪大了不结婚的老妇女和糟老头，都是变态。而我们公司，全是变态，就一个不是。而变态等级也可以像烤翅一样分为：非常变态，比较变态，有点变态和无法不变态。90后真的脑残，第一天来上班就跟我说变态的事，我顺手就开了...请你去没有变态的公司吧...
2010，莫非又是一个变态年??@@!! November 12 明天恐惧症每天最害怕睁开眼睛收到xxxx不来了xxxx发烧了的短信，然后我就想一头撞上墙昏迷过去再也不要醒过来。原本只是不愿意想将来，现在已经演变成对明天的恐惧了，而我是一个似乎从来不知道什么是恐惧的人。想知道最终，我将和一群什么样的女人女生们渡过这个寒冬，反正注定不会是男人。
当你对将来没有憧憬的时候，突然就给了你一点希望，只是这一次，我选择不去理会。就好像明天怎么样，那就明天再说吧。 |
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